Oh wow I suck...

hey baby
  you know ive been thinkin a lot lately and i want you to know that even though we never get to see each other and even though the time we do have is usually short and uneventful (if you know what i mean) i still love you more than anything. i realized in all this thinking ive been doing that the thing that really hurts most is the thought of losing you. i can get past you not being around, because at least we're still together and i still love you and hopefully you still love me. ive really been looking forward to thanksgiving break when we'd be able to spend a bunch of time together but now that may not happen and im pretty sure if it doesnt youll probably decide to work that time instead of taking it off but i still hope you will make a little time for me sometime during that week because it would be nice dont you think hell ill even pay you for a day anyway just wanted to tell you that i hope you have a great day and im sure ill see you late tonight or if not then late tomorrow and if not that then sometime on sunday
love ya babe
         Brian
oh how I suck...

If only Cam was here right now everything would be ok. (He is the one in red, the other guy is his lil bro Spencer) If you don’t know Cam, he’s one of my best of the best friends in the entire world.  I am able to talk to him about ANYTHING and he always has something to say.  He has a way to make life seem to not suck as much, and always can make me smile when I’m down.  He’s in Iraq right now, and I miss him terribly, and I’m sure his fiancé Kimmy does too.  Anyways, to the point, I am a very confused person right now… and it just sucks.